Author Biography

Storytelling has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. As a child, I loved creating whimsical tales and was often recognized for my writing. During my teenage years, poetry became a way for me to express complex emotions. Though I later worked as a chef and nanny, writing remained close to my heart.

In 2022, during a difficult time in my personal life, I turned back to writing. It started as a form of therapy but quickly became a powerful new direction for me. It reignited my creative spirit and helped me find purpose and joy.

My books are emotionally intense and character-driven. I explore themes like trauma, healing, empowerment, and desire. My characters are flawed and human, which makes their stories feel real. I want my readers to connect deeply with them and feel something lasting when they finish my books.

📚 The Always Series
Spicy contemporary romance with emotional depth.

Love You Always tells Bailee’s story as she navigates loss, abuse, and a path to healing through her relationship with Ben, a compassionate police officer.

I Do Always continues their journey as they face new challenges and grow together as individuals and partners.

🔥 The Temptress and Her Clients (Parts 1 & 2)

This two-part series delves into the life of Beth, a high-end temptress catering to clients from various walks of life. Through a collection of steamy and tantalizing short stories, readers explore themes of desire, vulnerability, and unconventional relationships.

🔠 The ABCs of Sex (And Other Things You Didn’t Learn at School)
A bold, erotic, and educational piece.

This book takes readers on a journey through a collection of unconventional relationships and erotic short stories. Each letter of the alphabet represents a unique aspect of adult desires, offering a diverse tapestry of experiences.  

🔴 The LiteraryField – A small-town, sports-themed romance with plenty of heat and heart.

🔴 Serial Killer Series – A 12-part, eBook-only series centered around a female serial killer.

🔴 Confessions of a Spicy Romance Author – My new sex blog that’s unfiltered, unashamed, and unapologetically hot. I get personal, get real, and dive into the messy, beautiful, complicated world of sex, relationships, and everything in between.

🔴 Forever and Always - Book three in The Always Series.

My life beyond writing is deeply personal. While I keep some things just for me, I love sharing raw, unfiltered glimpses on social media, especially on Instagram. Late-night thoughts, quiet cravings, and real, unguarded moments often find their way into my posts and into the stories I write.

For a deeper look into my world, check out the interview below and visit my new blog, Confessions of a Spicy Romance Author.

If my words have sparked your curiosity or stirred your emotions, I invite you to read the full interview below and get to know the heart behind the heat. Whether you’re a fellow romantic, a writer, or someone who loves raw, emotional storytelling, I’d love to connect with you. Follow me on social media for behind-the-scenes glimpses, unfiltered thoughts, and updates on everything I’m working on. Your support means so much to me, and I look forward to sharing more of my journey with you.

"Well guys, here we are. What better way to get to know me than through one of my closest friends? Lauran, thank you for doing this."

"Honestly? So weird. I’ve done a couple interviews before, but having you interview me? That’s next-level strange. You know what I write, but you haven’t read any of it, which is totally fine. I get that it’s not for everyone."

"It was never really my plan to write spice, but once I did, I realized I’m actually good at it. This blog felt like the next natural step. It’s all about honesty and my point of view, so I won’t beat around the bush. I have an insatiable curiosity about sex. Especially now, in my 30s. Since turning 33, my appetite has been wild. But it’s not just about the physical side of things. I’m fascinated by the psychology behind it too.

A good friend of mine is always saying, “Ajay, write what you know.” Well, I know sex. And when I don’t, I’m more than happy to do a little research. I mean, come on, who wouldn’t want that kind of homework? Eventually, I’d love to explore a male VS female point of view dynamic too."

"I have no idea. That’s probably not the polished answer you're expecting, but it’s the truth. I’ve been flirting with this idea for a while and finally thought, why not? I’m not an expert, and I’ll never claim to be. What I bring is my perspective. Take it or leave it."

"It really depends on what the readers want. They vote on the topics, and I roll with it. Will I disclose whether or not a story is personal, researched, or fictional? I'm not sure. That mystery keeps things interesting. But maybe I’ll let readers vote on that too."

"Absolutely. I’ll never reveal a name or a source unless someone specifically asks me to. If you message me through my website, it comes through as “guest user.” You don’t even have to give me your name. Your curiosity is safe."

"It’s open-ended. If a reader wants my take on a scene, or has a question about something from a book, mine or someone else’s, I’m open to it. But I won’t criticize another author’s work. That’s not what this blog is about. It’s about connection, not comparison."

"I want them to laugh. To feel seen. To feel confident. Maybe walk away with a sexy book recommendation. Or even just realize they’re not alone in their curiosities. Sex isn’t a bad word. It's nothing to be ashamed of. There’s no wrong or right way to feel about it. If my posts give someone a little validation, then I’ve done my job."

"Five and counting. The Always books each took about three months. The Temptress and Her Clients? I'd say about the same, though it took me a while to get the courage to actually put them out there. The ABC’s of Sex? That one led me into a false sense of security. I thought it would be quick. It was not. It ended up taking me a year to write. Who knew there was such a thing as too much smut…"

"It depends on the book. I prefer to let the story write itself. That was a little harder when it came to writing The Temptress and The ABC’s. Although, I have to admit, the lines blurred a little when it came to Austin Jennings in The Temptress."

"Spicy romance, without a doubt. It holds a special place in my heart. The dance between desire and emotion, the intricate web of passion and connection, it fuels my creative spirit. I’m drawn to the intensity and vulnerability that love and lust ignite. I don’t want to just entertain a reader. I want to stir their soul. Writing spice actually happened by accident. I just followed the story."

"That sex is not a dirty word. That realization changed everything for me."

“Hmm, that’s a dangerous question. A year ago, I would’ve said Ben without hesitation. He's sweet, sexy, safe. But now? Hunter, from The Literary Field — it’s unreleased. This writing journey has definitely changed my palette. He’s got that cocky smirk that says he knows exactly how to ruin you in all the best ways. He’s challenging, sarcastic, and unapologetically bold. He doesn’t just take what he wants. He makes you want to give it to him. And don’t get me wrong, Ben will always own a piece of my heart. But Hunter? He’s the kind of man who keeps you on your toes and makes you like it.”

"That's not a secret I can reveal."

"I have no idea. That’s probably not the polished answer you're expecting, but it’s the truth. I’ve been flirting with this idea for a while and finally thought, why not? I’m not an expert, and I’ll never claim to be. What I bring is my perspective. Take it or leave it."

"Both. Writing what I write can be exhausting. Emotionally, physically, mentally. But most of the time, it's an escape from reality. It breathes life into me."

"Not well! Writer's block for me is often tangled up with imposter syndrome. Something as simple as a passing comment can trigger it. Sometimes I can write through it, but other times I’ll wallow in it for weeks."

"That’s too tough to answer. I honestly don't think I could pick a single song from the 80s, 90s or 00s. Music plays such a vital role in my life. Like writing, without it I wouldn’t exist."

"That song will always have a place in my heart but that was 1967." 🤣

"Real-life experience, music, and TV. That’s the holy trinity for me."

"The Literary Field. It’s a spicy sports romance, but not your typical jock. This time we’re diving into the world of paintballers."

"You can thank Matt Mememaro for that one. Anyone who knows me knows Matt and I are close. He pulled me into the world of paintball, and I fell hard. It’s fast-paced, strategic, full of adrenaline and tension. Way more intoxicating than I ever expected."

"Annoyingly, yes. 😛 Matt’s on a mission to shine a spotlight on the sport. He even wrote a YA paintball novel called The Pursuit of Glory. Go read it! One night, we were chatting like we usually do, and paintball came up again. I’d been saying I wanted to try something different. Everyone writes about football or hockey. He just said, “Write it.” And, well, I’m easily persuaded. So here we are."

"Honestly? I have no idea. Ideally, it’ll be a full-time venture that actually brings in a steady income. I can’t elaborate too much but essentially writing is it for me."

“A little of both. But sorry to disappoint, the sex scenes are pure imagination. I have a very dirty mind.”

"Oh, absolutely. I’ve always been fascinated by human psychology. What draws us in, what makes us ache, what keeps us coming back for more. Desire isn’t just physical. It’s mental, emotional, primal. And sex is powerful. It's connection, control, and surrender.

There’s something intoxicating about the way two people can be pulled together by a glance, a whisper, a single breath. The tension. The build-up. The release.

Studying it is fun, too. Exploring it on the page of a book or online. That’s half the thrill. The other half is knowing someone’s out there reading it and feeling everything you intended them to feel."

🤣 "I don't. Kidding. I actually don’t mind criticism, as long as it's valid. What really gets under my skin are revenge reviews and those one-star ratings with no explanation. Like, give me something to work with. I use reviews as a tool to learn and grow. I want to know what readers like and don’t like. I don’t have people in my corner rooting for me to succeed, so I rely completely on reviews from strangers. It’s terrifying, honestly."

"Anything pasta. No hesitation."

“I’m a list person. Do I stick to the list? No. But I try. As a lot of my followers know, I put a lot of pressure on myself. Not just to succeed myself, but for them to succeed too. It’s a lot, but I care.”

"When? When I was a kid? I had 3 older brothers. I've always been different. Although, I'm sensitive, I've never really gotten along with girls and I wasn't allowed to be friends with boys so I needed someone to keep me company. Books gave me that.

As a teen, I turned to poetry to deal with trauma and the torment of being a hormonal teenager. Being the only girl with curves in all the right places with legs like mine… being shy only made me a “tease”. And at the same time, I was dealing with the possibility of infertility. That was the hardest thing to face because all I ever wanted was to be a mum.

Now? It’s about my mental health. I lost who I was when I became a mum. To be honest, I don’t think I ever really knew who I was. And it’s no secret that back in 2022, I had plans to end my life. It wasn’t the first time, but it was the time. I was sitting there, waiting for my husband to come home and take over with the kids, and this story just wouldn’t stop rattling in my head. It had been there for years. So I started writing.

By the end of chapter one, I had a title: Love You Always. Three months later, it was done. I reached out to my GP, started feeling better, started I Do Always... and then just kept going. Five books later, I still have bad days. But I have more to say. I’m not ready to throw in the towel."

"So important, and I really wish more people understood the impact. Whether a review is glowing or constructively critical, it matters. Reviews are fuel. Both for growth and for visibility. And visibility is everything, especially for indie authors like me who don’t have a marketing team or big publishers backing us up.

Leaving a review costs nothing. Zero. But it can make all the difference in whether a book gets seen or sinks without a trace. And right now, visibility is harder than ever to come by.

STOP boycotting Amazon. I get it. I understand the frustration with corporate giants. But let’s be honest, they can take the hit. We, on the other hand, a self-publishing author, can not. It's already hard these boycotts just make it harder. It's so disheartening.

We publish through Kindle Direct Publishing (KDP) because it’s the most reliable source of income for authors like us. There are other platforms, sure and more power to anyone who finds success there, but the reach, visibility, and royalty structure of Amazon, especially through Kindle Unlimited, just doesn’t compare.

KU is often the biggest stream of income for indie writers. Readers devour books there, and when they do, authors get paid. Not a lot, but it adds up.  If people are reading. So yes, that subscription? Make it worth it. Read more than you’re paying for. Support authors just by reading their work. It’s one of the easiest and most impactful things you can do.

This is our livelihood. This is not something I wanted to reveal to the internet. Writing isn’t just a hobby, it’s my job. It’s how I pay bills. I'd love to go to a 9 to 5. It would certainly pay better but the needs of my kids come first. For those of you who don't know I have a fifteen year old with ADHD. Eleven and five year old with AU-DHD, all three have severe anxiety on top of that. If there were another platform that gave me a better return and more exposure, I’d switch in a heartbeat. But that platform doesn’t exist, not yet.

By all means ask for change, but while you’re doing that, please don’t lose sight of the creators who rely on it just to get by. We’re not the problem. We’re just trying to earn a living doing what we love.

If you really want to disrupt the system, here’s a suggestion: go on a reading spree. Tear through books on KU. Leave reviews. Share what you love. You can push back against the giant while still lifting up the little guy."

"Not really, not anymore. When I write, I write. When I’m in marketing mode, I market. I’ve learned it’s not a race. Do what you can when you can. Don’t pressure yourself. That’s the key."

All of them, honestly. But if I had to pick just one, it would be Lucy’s life in Beausmore. An old-world bookstore with stories stacked to the ceiling, a cozy little café in the back… Cooking was my first love. Storytelling seduced me after.

"Oh wow. There’s a scene in I Do that still lingers in my mind. Bailee is completely wound up, absolutely desperate. She doesn’t quite know what she wants, but at the same time she knows exactly what she wants. Her body is screaming for Ben, even though he’s already inside her. She’s trembling with need. The tension and hesitation only make it hotter.

The thing she craves most is intense and provocative. The kind of desire that steals your breath. And still, she’s not quite getting there. Not yet. But she doesn’t want to stop. Can’t. She’s caught in that maddening space, right on the edge, desperate to fall.

And then she does.

It’s explosive. Earth-shattering. The kind of climax that shakes you to your core and leaves you undone in the best way.

But just as she’s coming down from that high and cleaning herself up, the door flies open. In walks Adam, Ben’s boss and best man, like it’s nothing.

Bailee is absolutely mortified."

"He stands up, completely naked, totally unfazed. No panic. No shame. Just calm, confident, infuriatingly sexy. He pulls on his pants slowly, like it’s just another day."

"Mostly fully dressed. Although, for those of you who must know… sometimes I lose the pants.

In the beginning, I did a lot of writing in bed. So, yeah, creatively comfortable. I’m not one for clothes in bed. All those layers, it’s suffocating."

"Both. If I can remember the dream, I’ll use it. But when I write spice, I can’t force it. It has to write itself. It’s almost like I’m not even there. Like I’ve been teleported and I’m watching it all unfold from the outside."

"Yes! But more often it’s fans thanking me for helping them realize what’s been missing in their relationship. Though... there are definitely some DMs I wish people would keep to themselves."

"Don’t be afraid to be amazing."

"Fuck what everyone else says. Write for you."

"Honestly, every sale is a reward. I never thought I’d sell a single copy. Most challenging? Selling my books while trying to remain anonymous. But I’m determined to do it this way."

"Depends on the mood. I like my scenes… and my men… versatile." 

(I hate myself for this comment)

"Same thing. Depends on the mood. Maybe both. Up against the wall to begin with and finish in bed."

"Give me both. Why choose?"

"That’s easy. And probably unsurprising to all my followers. My book bestie, Matt Mememaro. We have completely different writing styles, but that’s exactly why it works. Don’t tell him I said this, but he’s the master of worldbuilding. Vampires, faeries, dragons, all the magical chaos you could dream of.

I’ve flirted with fantasy, but I’ll be honest, I lack the patience to build such an intricate world. Matt, on the other hand, thrives in it. I think we’d kill it as a duo. He can craft the fantasy, build the lore, and I’ll bring the spice, the slow burn, the explosive tension. It’d be one of those books where you come for the magic and stay for the sex. Total dream project.

I’ve mapped out a few ideas in the past, but I always get cold feet and end up sending them to Matt to add to his ever-growing, never-ending list of to-be-written stories. One day, though. One day."

"He’s like the fourth brother I begged my mum not to bring home. But no one ever listens to me. And would you really read it?"

"Rude." 😛

"Bailee. No, I’m not some secret billionaire, but Bailee is part of me. I won’t tell you which parts, that’s for you to figure out."

"Absolutely. And I love it!"

"There's too many to list."

"A few unsolicited dick pics, unfortunately. And some fans definitely overshare their experiences with my books."

"Oh, absolutely. Writing The ABCs of Sex (And Other Things You Didn’t Learn in School) took me on some wild rides. When I got to the end of ‘D is for Double Penetration’ I had to close my tablet, take a deep breath, and walk away… for a week. No joke. And honestly? It’s one of my favorite stories."

"To be honest, I'm not sure it's something you would enjoy. It gets quite graphic."

"Of course. How could they not? I created them. There’s a little piece of me in all of them… even the questionable ones."

"Not during the spicy stuff, no. That part kind of writes itself."

"No! I could never. I just let it flow. It’s like watching a movie in my head. I’m just writing down what I see."

"Depends on the book. Some are all fire like The ABCs. Others let love take the lead, like Always. Ben and Bailee? They’ve got the perfect mix. Honestly? I’m a little jealous. Not gonna lie."

"No one gets the full thing, not really. Sometimes I’ll toss out a snippet to my inner circle. Mostly people outside the author world. Occasionally, I’ll reach out to fellow authors if I’m stuck on flow or want a male perspective. But full drafts? Those stay locked down."

"Oh, I plead the fifth. Some fantasies are best left mysterious."

"Definitely a pen name. “Ajay” comes from my first and middle initials. A and J. My last name? That stays a secret. Only one person knows the full thing, and I plan to keep it that way."

“Strangers are usually intrigued. Friends and family? Not so much. But I don’t write for them. I write for myself. My kids know what I write, and they’re proud of me. So fuck everyone else.”

"Not exactly… but my love life? Oh, it’s definitely inspired a character or two."