I am a 36-year-old Australian author with a deep passion for reading and writing. I am particularly fascinated by human psychology and delving into the forbidden desires of the heart and mind through my written works. As a self-published author, I embrace a multitude of responsibilities. From the initial stages of writing and editing to the intricate tasks of cover design, uploading, marketing, and soon expanding and distributing. My ultimate goal is to create stories that not only leave readers feeling satisfied but also leave them hungry for more.
I am thrilled by the progress I have achieved thus far in my journey as an author. Each step forward brings me closer to fulfilling my aspirations. The satisfaction of having complete control over my work is unparalleled, allowing me to explore my creativity and connect with readers on a deeper level. As I continue on this literary path, I eagerly await the challenges and triumphs that lie ahead. With each new story I write, I aim to push the boundaries of imagination and touch the hearts and minds of readers around the world. My journey as an author is a lifelong commitment, and I am excited to see where it will lead me.
Writing has been a lifelong passion for me, rooted in my early days of reading and crafting whimsical tales during my childhood. I even had the joy of receiving a few accolades for my literary endeavours. During my teenage years, my creative expression took the form of poetry, a medium that allowed me to delve into my complicated emotions and explore the depths of my soul during hard times. However, as life unfolded, life got busy. Really busy. My focus shifted towards pursuing my dreams of becoming a chef and a nanny. The demands and responsibilities of these pursuits consumed my time and energy, leaving little room for writing. It seemed like I had put my literary aspirations on hold indefinitely.
However, in 2022, after finding myself in a dark place, I rediscovered my passion for writing. The idea for a book had been lingering in my mind for years, and it finally took shape as Love You Always. Once I started writing, I became consumed by it, and it became a lifeline for me. Surprisingly, it took me only three months to complete my first manuscript. Buoyed by this accomplishment, I began working on the second book in the series, titled I Do Always. During this time, I also realised the importance of seeking help for my mental health. Proactively addressing my well-being improved my overall state of mind. As a result, I felt better and more motivated to continue pursuing my writing career. Fast forward to the present, two years later, and I have successfully published four books. The joy and fulfillment I derive from writing has propelled me forward, and I am excited about the many ideas I have for future projects. The journey of writing has not only saved my life, but also opened up a world of possibilities for me.
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ExplorIng the Depths of Desire
9 August 2024
readershouse.co.uk
Unveiling the Psychological Layers in Her Writing
Ajay, an author fascinated by human psychology, crafts stories exploring deep emotions and desires. Writing is therapeutic for her, balancing personal challenges and self-publishing. She encourages aspiring writers to pursue their passion.
"Author and avid reader/book reviewer, with a fascination for human psychology. Through my writing, I delve into the forbidden desires of the heart and mind. My goal is to craft stories that leave readers satisfied, yet still hungry for more."
Ajay, you have a deep passion for reading and writing, with a fascination for human psychology. How has your fascination with psychology influenced the characters and themes in your books, and what do you hope readers take away from these explorations?
In my writing, I explore the deep emotions and forbidden desires of the heart and mind. My aim is to take readers on a journey by crafting stories that leave readers satisfied, yet still leaving them hungry for more. I want them to feel a strong connection with my characters, experiencing their emotions as if they were their own. When my characters cried, I cried. When they laughed, I laughed. I want my readers to feel that too.
In Love You Always, Bailee’s journey from tragedy and abuse to healing and love is both intense and transformative. What inspired you to write her story, and what message do you hope it conveys to readers who may have experienced similar struggles?
Love You Always was a deeply personal and cathartic journey during 2022. Long story short, amidst the chaos of Covid and events in my personal life, I found myself grappling with my mental health. The story had been in my head for years, the weight of the story became almost unbearable. However, an unexplainable force compelled me to write it despite mostly writing poetry, and that was back in my early teens. Something told I had to write it though. The opening dream came to me first, then the title. In a mere three months, I poured my heart into the first book and started on the second. I sought help for my mental health, and writing became my daily therapy. I owed my life to writing. Like a lifeline, it anchored me. Much like Bailee, I want my readers to understand that no matter how dire life may seem; they have the strength to overcome their challenges.
Your work as a self-published author involves managing every aspect of the process, from writing to marketing.
I enjoy every aspect of the self-publishing world. Holding that first physical copy in your hands, there’s no other feeling like it. It gives me a sense of accomplishment when I see someone reading my books or when a review lands. Good or bad, reviews hold immense value for a self-published author. That and word of mouth. If you like our work, shout it from the rooftops. Please! The most challenging aspect of it all is marketing and enticing readers to choose your book out of all the others and encouraging them to leave those meaningful reviews.
In The Temptress and Her Clients, you delve into the steamy and seductive world of a high-end temptress. What motivated you to write these stories, and how do you approach balancing explicit content with meaningful character development?
The Temptress AND Her Clients served as a refreshing break between Love You Always and I Do Always. The Always series is a rollercoaster of emotions. (SPOILER ALERT: BOOK 3 COMING 2025!) This book was inspired by TikTok. I somehow found myself on the wrong side of the TikTok algorithm. The different dynamics I was witnessing fascinated me and how “normal” these people were. What drove them… I was captivated, and it got me thinking. So The Temptress was born. However, unlike the professionals on TikTok, Elizabeth likes to break all the rules because her client list is very select. As for the characters, while I don’t reveal many details about them, I do delve a little deeper in part 2. These two books are written purely for explicit enjoyable fun. Remember, you’re not meant to know every aspect of the characters’ personal lives.
As a mother of three and a writer, how do you balance your personal and professional life? What advice would you give to other aspiring writers who are also managing multiple responsibilities and looking to pursue their passion for writing?
My life is a whirlwind of chaos. My 3 children are AuDHD with anxiety disorders. There is never a dull moment. But I am grateful to have a fantastic support network around me and I write during every spare moment. Even if that means sacrificing sleep. My advice to aspiring writers is simple: “just do it.” Don’t concern yourself with appearances or conforming to rigid rules. Break free from the constraints and make your writing your own, a unique expression of your soul.
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